Episode 12

[Eddie McGee]

LYDIA EVICTION FALLOUT

Roddy
: love the speech

Eddie
: thank you

Roddy
: its awesome
: I wonder how Sarah will take it

Eddie
: I think with shock at first
: don't know if she'll be pissed

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Eddie
: she was definitely being super freaking weird with me this round
: maybe now that I just said the truth she won't be a huge bitch
: or maybe she'll be completely irrational and take it personally
: I don't know

Roddy
: lmao I have no clue either... She is kinda bipolar in a sense
: I think though
: she will be a bitch about it, maybe not to your face
: but def in the dr
: I wonder if she will even bother to speak to me before HoH

Eddie
: lmao
: or me
: she might be like "fuck this"
: and just play the comp

Roddy
: yeah I could see that
: she doesnt really have any option other than winning
: and even then, I think its unlikely she'd get the jury votes

Eddie
: yeah she's kind of fucked
: she's playing for second
: and she'll have to try her ass off to get it
: the winner of BB Warzone All-Stars is in this conversation right now
: there's no other scenario I can see

Roddy
: yeah you are totally right

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Sarah
: Was that supposed to shock me or something?

Eddie
: I don't know
: wasn't done for shock value
: I felt like the BS was interfering with our friendship

Sarah
: good because it didn't

Eddie
: so it got pointless
: so I decided to cut it

Sarah
: yeah well we have no relationship
: but thanks for finally fessing up
: Not that it mattered
: I didn't believe anything you said anyway
: but thanks for pointing out how you had great pleasure in lying - that was nice :-)

Eddie
: that's the only part of it
: that you picked up on lol
: you can't seriously be mad
: we played the EXACT same game
: the three allies
: the whole shabang

Sarah
: it would still be stupid of you not to take me if you won
: that's the difference in our games
: you aren't really playing to win obviously
: you are playing to be loyal to Roddy?
: that's fine
: good luck in final HOH

Eddie
: Yeah I'm a pretty strategic player but Roddy worked me well
: I mean doesn't a part of you
: thinks he deserves to win?

Sarah
: no part of me whatsoever
: I don't care if you had an alliance - you carried that alliance imo
: anyway, doesn't matter but please do not refer to how much you like me or our "relationship" because clearly that was all BS to you too

Eddie
: no it wasn't
: you'll see in my DR
: it doesn't matter Sarah
: I have no reason to lie
: so if you and Will were in f3 could I say that you liking me was BS

Sarah
: but you have a reason to be an ass?

Eddie
: why am I an ass
: did I do something wrong?

Sarah
: yes
: you not only lied to me every chance you got but then when you finally decided to "come clean" you posted it on the board in order to try to what, humiliate me? psyche me out? Fine, if that's the game you want to play. I deserved to be told before you posted all that.

Eddie
: no
: actually
: what happened was I wasn't going to do anything
: and then Lydia was all like "I want a real goodbye"
: so I went back and forth last night
: whether I'd give it to her or not
: and you weren't online when I made that decision
: to make the speech
: I didn't know if you'd be on
: you said you had plans tonight
: I'm not trying to psyche you out
: the comp isn't tonight
: its tomorrow

Sarah
: this afternoon
: what difference does that make?

Eddie
: you would have had plenty of time to process it even if you were shocked and I don't think you were
: look it was this...
: yeah idk what difference it makes
: it makes none
: so don't be pissed

Sarah
: well why not? You'll get much more pleasure from talking shit about me if I'm being a bitch to you.

Eddie
: you didnt' consult me about making your HOH a Renny/Will barf fest
: lol

Sarah
: I don't have to consult you about anything
: it had nothing to do with you
: your post had something to do with me

Eddie
: and neither does this
: this was for Lydia
: not you

Sarah
: You addressed me in it

Eddie
: well part of it was for you

Sarah
: that part has to do with me

Eddie
: the two paragraphs that I wrote for you
: yeah

Sarah
: there's no point to this argument

Eddie
: there's no argument
: you're pissed at me
: because I'm going to be stupid at f3

Sarah
: about who your speech was for
: no
: Because you can do whatever you want if you win final HOH.
: That has nothing to do with why I'm pissed.

Eddie
: because I needed to inform you before I posted on the board?

Sarah
: No
: Just drop that ok?

Eddie
: ok
: I want to drop everything

Sarah
: ok
: sounds good

Eddie
: But don't act like I don't care about you just because I'm not doing things how you want me to do them

Sarah
: You just made it too personal

Eddie
: what do you mean?

Sarah
: what I did to Nathan meant nothing to me because Nathan means nothing to me
: Your friendship meant something to me. And it feelsl ike you just did it all to keep me on your side.
: While the whole time you were just laughing about how I had no idea you had a close alliance with roddy/lydia.
: so good job - yes, you fooled me because I didn't know

[Eddie McGee]

ALL OUT OF MY HANDS

Right now the fate of season 1 is in the hands of seasons 2 or 3.

Final HoH Part 1

Part 1 was a surprise as it traditionally is endurance which I felt I would have excelled at because I have the BALLS. It turned out to be questions about the jury which is usually Part 3. I did well at first but epic failed on a few questions I really shouldn't have. When you're sitting there you think that the jurors are always trying to be surprising or shocking...so you want to go for the more unexpected answer. More often than not the answers were exactly what I thought they should have been. I wanted to slap myself. I didn't do as bad as Roddy though. I think he only got one. That didn't make me feel better. It was just more painful that the only person I had to get through was Sarah and I didn't do it.

Final HoH Part 2

The next part was a puzzle to determine who between Roddy and I will get a second chance against Sarah in Part 3. If the final part were to be endurance I explained to Roddy that I should take it as I'd last longer. We figured though that it couldn't be endurance and from that point it was "let the best man win." Roddy won which I have no problem with. I know he will take me to final 2 as I know I would take him. He's faster on the board and with image editing than I am which helped him win. I think having him represent Hell's Angels is for the best.

What Now?

Well obviously either Roddy will win HoH or Sarah will. If Roddy wins I will be shocked if I'm not taken and if Sarah wins I will be shocked if I am taken.

Neither blindside would be completely impossible. Roddy has a much better chance against Sarah in the finals so he has a reason to evict me. Sarah has similar odds in my opinion against Roddy or I, she will have to swing the same sort of votes for the same sort of reasons. Maybe she'll take me?

I'm glad I came out about Hell's Angels on Lydia's eviction. It looked like a potentially stupid move but even though I've never seen Roddy throw me under the bus, being in Part 3 with Sarah could totally have been the time to start. I'd have understood. No one wants 3rd. Telling Sarah my own way and giving her a few days to digest could be what gets her back on the Eddie wagon. She can get mad but she gets over it quick. Like I said though, that would still be a "blindside" if she takes me, though a positive one, because two days ago she told me she's for sure taking Roddy and hasn't changed the official story since. Now that she's sitting in Part 3 with Roddy she really has no reason to give me a head's up that I'm staying...but I think I kind of felt it from her before I went to bed last night. Maybe it's my optimism talking?

While I am rooting for Roddy to win (and take me), I'd be honored sitting next to both of these players in the final 2...or losing to both of these players and voting for one of them.

This is nerve wrecking. I see myself as the biggest jury threat in the game and I'm sitting without the ability to take myself to final 2. I hope my social game was good enough to get me through this jam.

[Eddie McGee]

Goodbye Message -- Sarah



Sarah...Sarah...what can I say about you? A truly rich relationship is beyond expression and that's what I have with you. We bonded. We laughed. We fought. We bitched. We schemed behind each other's backs. We acted all offended when we found out that we schemed behind each other's backs. At no moment was either of us going to take the other to final 2, but also at no moment do I regret having you in the game. Without you, this experience would have been hollow. You bring your passion and determination to this game in a way I've never seen. Thanks for always keeping me on my toes.