Sarah's Diary Room - Episode 10 Part I

[Sarah Hrejsa]

~ Episode 10 - Part I ~

Well, the HOH comp didn't go so well. I worked with Eddie and he is either the worst comp player ever (which I don't believe) or he totally wanted me to lose. Which makes more sense. If I lost that would mean Lydia/Roddy would win and he probably made a deal with them. He denied it and I finally said I believe him...BUT I DON'T FUCKING BELIEVE A WORD EDDIE SAYS!!! SCREW YOU, EDDIE! REALLY! you may be safe this week but if I stay in the game I will definitely be coming after you.

To be fair, I had two wrong so I wouldn't have won, but if he had been helping and noticed that we could have possibly won. I had one more pic to find when I noticed all the boards were opened so at least I know that I wasn't that far behind them and they had two people - maybe three - working on it.

So, Lydia wins and, no surprise, Lydia puts up Will and I <333

We have a few different possibilities this week, with Will's power, but the fact that we are nominated together makes it unlikely that we would be able to get Roddy out even if we win veto. That sucks because I really wanted to take Lydia's boy away from her. Not that he's really worth that much but she seems to like him so w/e.

So, Will and I will go all out for this veto. It really sucks that it was scheduled tonight since Renny will be back tomorrow morning. My God - we've had non-stop comps all week and I could have used a break. If Renny had been here to compete she could have won, removed one of us, and Eddie would have gone up. Then Will would have used his power on Roddy and it'd be bye bye Roddy. But, it wasn't meant to be, I guess. Unfortunately I believe one of Will, Renny or I will be leaving this week. They'll probably try for Will since he is definitely a favorite to win right now. All I know is if Lydia and Roddy are F2 it would be such a travesty.

[Sarah Hrejsa]

Well, well, well. You may have ruined my pristine "never nominated" record, you little bitch, but at least you aren't getting me out this week! Okay so Will and I worked on this one together. When we saw the comp and realized there were about 90 squares - minus 2 I guess - we decided it might help to open all the channels so we could see what we were working with. I did the first 30 and recognized Will on Santa's lap right away! GREAT pic choice Chels! <333 Anything with Dr Will makes me happy so I figured I'd just start on that one.

While Will was sending me screen prints of the numbered pieces I worked on the puzzle. I got very lucky in picking the right one and guessing where Santa's head should be. I expected to have to readjust after seeing the borders but once i solved one vertical and one horizontal line it was clear that I had it right one. So, I filled it in. When I got down to the last 2 pieces I got that familiar knot in my stomach and was so nervous one of them would be missing. When I saw that last piece I was ecstatic!

I screenprinted and uploaded it as fast as I could. I even took the time to scan the directions once more to make sure I was submitting it right and sent to Chelsbot! When I saw the results that said two people had submitted I just about died! Then I thought maybe it was Will, since I gave him the link right after I sent it. But, no, it was Roddy! LOL I was SOOOO happy when I saw I beat him. That was way too close for comfort, though. I swear that boy had to have help, lol. I mean yeah I am not the fastest player but what are the chances we both picked the right one. I think the whole jury was helping them, lol!

Anyway, it's done. I'm definitely going to be F5, and now to make sure Will - and hopefully Renny - are there with me. Okay, so this is very tricky because, unfortunately, I think Renny is leaving this week. Basically I think Lydia will replace me with Renny. This ensures her a threat will leave the house this week. Renny is the strongest comp player left and Will is golden with the jury - plus not a bad comp player himself. BUT if we could get Lydia to put Eddie up, then Will could use his power to get Roddy up, too, and Renny and I would have the two votes. Problem is, I don't think Lydia will nominate Eddie. I think she sees Eddie as alone and isn't worried about him as much as she is Renny/Will, or the combination of the three of us. I am not sure if she knows the three of us are as close as we are but I do think she knows I am close to Renny. She would put Renny up so I had to choose.

Even if Renny does go up, Roddy is going up, too. That means Eddie has the chance to vote Roddy with me and send him out the door. I know Eddie is more concerned about Renny, though. I think he'll vote Renny, but I need to try to get him to vote Roddy. I have done what I can to make him believe I am his F2 without actually saying the words. Hopefully that will carry some weight and he will agree to vote with me on this one.

The other thing we can do is get Renny to talk to Eddie tomorrow and hopefully that will help. I guess it could backfire if Eddie decides to keep Renny and vote out Will. UGH, so stressful. But if we could somehow pull off booting Roddy during Lydia's HOH week. How awesome would that be!

[Sarah Hrejsa]

I haven't been in here for a few days so I need to update. I did talk to Renny Saturday morning when she was back. We have a brief talk and I again explained about Nathan and said I hope she knew I was still loyal to her. She said she did but obviously she wasn't happy that I took away someone who definitely had her back and that she was probably going on the block since I won veto.

Then she asked if I would keep Will over her and at first I said yes but I meant I would keep her and Will over Roddy. She seemed to get quiet and knew she was screwed if Eddie wanted her out.

srobertw31 (11:29:02 AM): well, will you keep me over Will?
Buffy Zanzibar (11:29:07 AM): yes!
Buffy Zanzibar (11:29:09 AM): of course
srobertw31 (11:29:14 AM): okey dokey :-)
srobertw31 (11:29:20 AM): I wasn't sure if things changed while I was away
Buffy Zanzibar (11:29:24 AM): no
srobertw31 (11:29:24 AM): what happened to dustin lol
Buffy Zanzibar (11:29:28 AM): i'll vote roddy
Buffy Zanzibar (11:29:36 AM): will is putting him up
Buffy Zanzibar (11:29:47 AM): but if we can get eddie up
Buffy Zanzibar (11:30:13 AM): i think either we get eddie up
Buffy Zanzibar (11:30:18 AM): or get eddie to vote roddy
Buffy Zanzibar (11:30:21 AM): if he's not up
Buffy Zanzibar (11:30:29 AM): you should tlk to eddie
srobertw31 (11:30:38 AM): yeah
srobertw31 (11:30:43 AM): for sure
srobertw31 (11:30:51 AM): I am going to be busy tonight though :-(
Buffy Zanzibar (11:30:57 AM): well there is no comp tonight
Buffy Zanzibar (11:31:04 AM): probably sunday
srobertw31 (11:31:11 AM): good

I love Renny and I feel bad that being gone for a week basically killed her game. I really wish she had had a chance at veto but it is what it is. also, from what Eddie says she was with Roddy/Lydia anyway. I do think her F3 with Will and I was stronger but I guess it doesn't matter now.

Will had a really good plan to tell Roddy/Lydia that he had sent in a order list to Chels for his power and that if they put up Renny, Roddy was going up but if they put up Eddie, Renny was going up. We really thought they might buy it and Lydia would just nominate Eddie and Will could put up Roddy and we would boot him, but they didn't. I have to hand it to them - they have been playing the game well so far as for strategic decisions. I'm sure Eddie played a part in it, as well. So, Renny goes up, Roddy goes up next to her and I tried to get Eddie to boot Roddy but he obviously did not want a F4 situation with Will, Renny and I. Smart boy. I wouldn't either if I were him.

So, he voted Renny out but kept saying he would vote Roddy out next time.

MaorMx (10:24:53 PM): I mean after this week though
MaorMx (10:24:56 PM): it's a united 3 vs. 2
Buffy Zanzibar (10:25:02 PM): is it?
MaorMx (10:25:09 PM): yes Will wants them out
Buffy Zanzibar (10:25:10 PM): are you going to be against them after this?
MaorMx (10:25:11 PM): you want them out
MaorMx (10:25:14 PM): I want them out
MaorMx (10:25:17 PM): what do I need?
MaorMx (10:25:23 PM): Lydia by herself, who I believe can float
MaorMx (10:25:27 PM): Renny hating me
MaorMx (10:25:30 PM): Will doing whatever the fuck
MaorMx (10:25:34 PM): and you working with me?
Buffy Zanzibar (10:25:37 PM): so you want to make a f3 with will?
MaorMx (10:25:50 PM): I think that's just what's going to happen
MaorMx (10:25:56 PM): whether or not we even officially make it
Buffy Zanzibar (10:26:01 PM): ok
Buffy Zanzibar (10:26:07 PM): do you have a deal with will?
MaorMx (10:26:10 PM): nope
Buffy Zanzibar (10:26:19 PM): can i ask you something
MaorMx (10:26:20 PM): I told him I wouldn't vote him out this time
MaorMx (10:26:22 PM): yes?
Buffy Zanzibar (10:26:24 PM): well i guess i can
Buffy Zanzibar (10:26:24 PM): lol
Buffy Zanzibar (10:26:41 PM): is it more that you want her out because you think she'll join up with them
Buffy Zanzibar (10:26:54 PM): or more because you think i'm with her?
MaorMx (10:27:17 PM): it comes down to the same thing
MaorMx (10:27:21 PM): Renny coming after me
MaorMx (10:27:46 PM): but the first one
MaorMx (10:28:21 PM): truthfully I'd rather end up with you, lydia, and roddy in the worst case scenerio
MaorMx (10:28:32 PM): than end up with Renny in the final four

Bye to my Cougarlicious F3, Renny! I really loved playing with you when you got into the game. I am sad that it worked out this way - very sad, obviously.