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Post by Jason Guy on Feb 1, 2010 23:15:31 GMT -5
6 And without faith it is impossible to please him, for whoever would draw near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who seek him.
- Hebrews 11:6[/size]
It was meant to be. After the first season of Big Brother Warzone I decided to take a look back at my personal actions towards the other houseguests. While I was certainly not the most despicable person in my season, I made moves and decisions that I was not proud of. I betrayed James at the final 7 and that hurt, in addition, I was rude to Janelle when I evicted her. I just did not feel right in my walk with Jesus after the game, so I decided that I was going to find myself.
I learned a lot during my three months in the house. I knew that I did not like the person I had turned out to be inside the house. I began my trek to find salvation. I started in the low lands of the South and trekked all the way to the liberal crazies of the Northeast, their challenge to my salvation was one that I was able to shrug off. I finally ended at a beach where I saw two sets of foot prints in the sand.
I said to myself, "These must be the footprints of my journey with Christ". But, at one point, there was only one set of foot prints. I was aghast. I said to the Lord, "Lord. Why did you abandon me?" To which he replied, "No my child, that is not when I abandoned you, but when I carried you." Then I looked back at the footprints and saw that the time that I felt most alone, when I was in the WZ house was when he carried me. Christ carried me to all those competition wins and my perseverance throughout the game, I could not have done it without him.
And this time, I know I can't, which is why I have brought him in full force. I will do nothing but preach the name of the Lord in hopes that he will shine his guidance onto me and allow me to succeed in this game.
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Post by Jason Guy on Feb 2, 2010 0:44:48 GMT -5
With the story of my journey out of the way, I feel like I can finally begin all my scheming and plotting, all in the name of Jesus of course. He is the reason I want to win this money, I need it to give it back to him. I want to win the money so I can donate it all to the Church. But onto my goals. I want nothing more than to be able to look back on my time in this game and be satisfied with how I played the game. Winning is obviously the main goal, but you can't sit down and just say that about a Big Brother game. With Big Brother it has to be round-by-round, which is how I played WZ1 and that part of my strategy is not changing. I just know that I am not going to play the middleman again. I doubt that there is going to be two sides in the game this time around, so we'll see how that goes. But here is my list of goals for this game: - Make jury. I need to have a say in who wins this game, that is really all that matters. Plus, jury questions are my favorite things to write since I already know who I'm voting for unless I hate the final two equally.
- Be the last person from season one standing.
- Win and HOH and veto competition. The competition is much harder to compete against this time around. So this is a stretch.
- Outlast my haters, which leads me to...
- Beat Natalie. I just could not live that down, at all.
That is just a rudimentary list, I plan to add more later on since shit is going to go down and I will want to set more goals for myself, to keep my eye on the prize. Also a quick note. I shall not use the ">=)" emoticon at all in my confessionals. Instead, I shall use O=) since it is more fitting due to me being a saint. I am a saint. I AM A SAINT. O=( |
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Post by Jason Guy on Feb 5, 2010 1:28:51 GMT -5
Ahhhh wow. That was such an intense first competition. I was able to own every question about season one though, I got the code to the first board almost instantly but the sinners were already ahead of us. From there Lydia and I seemed to dominate the challenge in the chat that all the Saints had. We got all the answers for our seasons and Nathan and Sarah piped in when we needed some season 2 information.
Our God is in the heavens; he does all that he pleases.
Pslam 115:3[/size]
Alas, it was not meant to be. The Sinners prevailed in the first challenge. But after reading Psalm 115:3, I feel like God did it for a reason. He has a plan for the Saints and us losing is what he pleased and I am going to accept it.
Or maybe the Lord is punishing us for not thanking Him before the challenge? We could have lost because the Saints, as a whole, did not pray before the challenge and I will take that burden. I should have brought everyone into the chat and from there led a group prayer but I was just so focused on the challenge that I neglected the Lord for five minutes and I now see where it got me. After the challenge, Lydia and I felt nervous since we knew that Will was the one who was going to win HOH since Natalie sent him the complete puzzle and he submitted it. We both started talking and we decided that it would not be fair that all of us in the chat who worked on the challenge to be nominated, so Lydia prompted me to bring it up in the chat, but first I talked to Sarah to make sure that she would back me up on it.
I asked Will and everyone in the chat had my back and he agreed and even said that he had thought about the idea.
If Will does not keep his side of the deal then he has NO PLACE on the side of the Saints. Not only would he illustrate that he cannot be trusted but I will call him out on his lying and schemin' ways, in addition to stating that he does not deserve to be HOH since he had it handed to him. At least when I won HOH by doing nothing it was at the fault of others and not someone handing it to me. When I stay because the Lord is on my side, I will first ask him for forgiveness in advance and then let Will have it.
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Post by Jason Guy on Feb 7, 2010 16:36:26 GMT -5
So faith comes from hearing, and hearing through the word of Christ.
- Romans 10:17[/i]
A lot has changed from my last confession, forgive me Father for not confessing as often as I would like, my time seems to get swallowed up by the sinners in this house and it just burns my soul.
Will's nominations did not surprise me. At first, I thought that he was going to nominate me since Sheila told me that he was thinking about it due to the fact that Natalie is in his ear. I gave him a few hours after the HOH went up and then I confronted him about it.
I literally LOL'd when Will told me that Natalie told him that I wanted him out. Does she really have idea what strategy is? Throwing anything at the wall to see what sticks is not a good strategy especially in the first round. Not only does it hurt her credibility, but it just makes me look better. =)
Will and I continued to talk and he told me that he was planning on breaking the 5 person deal, which didn't surprise me since he said he didn't really want to make it in the first place. But then he told me that he wanted to make a big move since this would be the only time he was going to be HOH in the game, so he was going to nominate Nathan and Jessica, two BFFs from outside the game. While I am aligned with both of them due to the fact that we are friends, I can't help but be a little happy that they nominated next to one another since they are a powerful duo.
Sheila nominated Renny after telling me that she was going to nominate me. I would be quite mad had she nominated me since I am her closest ally and it would have just been retarded. It is too early in the freaking game to make risks like that.
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Post by Jason Guy on Feb 7, 2010 20:32:53 GMT -5
And those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires.
Galatians 5:24[/i]
That bible verse is one of my favorites, since it means that those whole believe in our Savior Jesus Christ are the ones who make him real, not this NataJesus imposter. I am offended that one would make it seem that they are one with the Lord.
Apparently I suck. I really didn't think I did that bad at the veto competition, but I sucked it up big time. Like I found a ton of words within the first hour, and I did want to win to make sure that I was safe for the round, but I thought I did better than 91. I mean, I found 98 or however many words but it looks like 3 or 4 of them were wrong and then I sent my answers to Eddie and he got the same sucky score, lmfao. I find it hard to believe that I actually thought I had a slight chance to win.
I was no surprised when Natalie won the veto though, she was the only one that really tried on the other side since she really wanted to save Renny. Ideally, Renny was the one who stayed on the block and would have been "warzone all starts first boo" but that was not what happened and we are stuck with the final nominees of Nathan and Jessica. The blonde power duo is going to be split up week one and that makes my game a lot easier since Jessica complicates things and is just an emotional player but Nathan is a much bigger threat over all.
The plan is for Jessica to leave this week. While it seems counter productive since she is just one giant target, hopefully this will help my plans for the next few weeks. Right now there is a season one alliance that is made up of all the players from season one and we all agreed that we would look out for one another.
I do not like this alliance since most of the people I want to leave the game are in season 1. The only people from season 1 that I want in the game are Eddie and Chelsia since I love them both so much. But I want to cause cracks in the alliance. I want Nathan to stay in the game and then peg the vote on either Dave or Eddie (hopefully Dave).
The votes right now, based on my perceptions of how people will act and past relationships, is 5-4 with 5 votes to evict Jessica. However, if Nathan stays the next round will be at a loss for drama. So what I plan to do is cause a tie. That way the drama is still brought since Natalie will be mad that the vote was not as clean cut and it allows me to place the blame for the vote somewhere else.
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Post by Jason Guy on Feb 7, 2010 22:29:05 GMT -5
Eddie seems to have done all my work for me. Hahaha, oh god, I feel kinda bad about this. He has been telling people that he is voting for Jessica which will just make it ridiculously easy to throw his ass under the bus.
I really never liked the season one alliance to begin with. I don't like half the people in it and I just wish that it was never made since it would make this vote so much easier.
But I kept going back and forth with the vote in my mind, since I am the swing vote if people vote how I believe they are going to vote. And I think I finally decided what is sealing the deal for me. Nathan wants the same people gone that I do. I don't want the season one people making it far and I know that Nathan will help me take them out one by one. I understand that he is close with Renny but it is a risk that I am willing to take.
The interesting part of my gameplay this week is that I am lying to everyone except Nathan about my vote. No matter what, most people think that I am evicting him and he is the only one that knows I am not. This is to prevent myself from getting blamed when Jessica leaves, if she leaves. He and I even staged a conversation where I told him that I was voting for him.
That conversation did make me sad even though it was fake. The more I think about this move, the more I like it and think it will benefit me in the long run. Nathan is right, Jess won't win HOH and I'd rather work with him on competitions than with her. It might be a personal move since I like him more, but we'll see. The only thing that can hurt me is Natalie and Renny targeting me since I "voted for Nathan", which I didn't do. But I think that things will work out. =/
*prays*
I lied to all my allies during the first week. But I'm pretty sure Jesus did that to his followers when he died, so I'm good.
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Post by Jason Guy on Feb 7, 2010 23:49:36 GMT -5
I think I'll put that in my signature now.
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