Episode 1 - Lydia's Back <3

[Lydia Tavera]

Here we go again...

In order to win a game like Big Brother Warzone you have to be glamorous, intelligent, sexy, classy, funny, down to earth, and passionate about the game… wait a moment, that person sounds a lot like me… Oh! Duh! I AM a winner! Sometimes I forget how amazing I am.

Coming into this game as a winner has its perks to it. Some people may say I have a target on my back because I am a winner. Saying that isn’t true would be a lie, because I do have a target on my back. Heck, if they were smart, they would get rid of me the first opportunity, because once I settle in, there won’t be anything stopping this girl from taking the gold again.

However I love being a winner, because I really don’t have any vendettas. I have already proven myself in this game and I really don’t have any unsolved business. Many players coming into this game have revenge on their mind, or they are trying to achieve redemption in some way. I, on the other hand, don’t have to worry about petty silly things like that and will be able to concentrating on WINNING this game. So advantage Lydia.

Last time I was an emotional mess and sometimes got a little paranoid, but not this time. This time I am going to play this game still with the drive and determination, but I am going to add a little sugar and spice to my strategy. I am going to have a little fun and not be afraid to speak my mind when I see fit. I am not afraid of any of these people, and I have absolutely nothing to hide. People already know everything about everybody so what’s the point really? Everybody’s dirty laundry is out in the open, so why try to hide it? You will just come off as fake.


P.S. - Thanks a bunch for asking me back Chelsbot. Much love goes out for you for being the best host ever!

Boot list, my opinions of the All Stars, and my thoughts on the Saints Vs Sinners twist coming soon…

[Lydia Tavera]

MY FELLOW ALL STARS

By the one and only... ~LyDiA*

These are my current views on my fellow housemates. Now this might change in the future because I still do not know some people that well. I am going to keep adding onto this so eventually I have everybody. So keep this on your favorites.

Also I have TONS of convos to post later, *sigh*, why do I have to be so darn awesome with my confessional?

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I don’t think me and Chelsia are going to see eye to eye in this game. I kinda of have a feeling she will be a person that doesn’t want me around in this game. So to save my own butt, she has to go pronto. Luckily I know some other players who feel the same way so my job might be easier. We have alittle rocky past and she messaged me when the game started:

Chelsia -
I thought it would be best if I came to you right off and talked a bit. I know we have had a rocky past, but I truly hold nothing against you at all. I am hoping you feel the same, I respect your game as a player and really don't want us going after each other in this for past reasons at all. I know the game is full of great players and it will be rough enough with that. I am not asking you to work with me or even trust me, I am just hoping we can keep our eyes on others and not have to feel like we need to watch each other like hawks, as its not the case at all with me. I am hoping we get to talk some on AIM and hopefully at least be on a talking level. I never got the chance to say congrats on your win in Warzone or Cook Islands, but truly congrats!! If you don't want anything to do with me I understand and hold nothing against ya in anyway, I'm hoping we can start fresh and do well in this. Talk with you more laters.

I replied back:
Hey Chelsia! We obviously have alot to talk about and would love to chat on AIM when you have a chance. I am not the person to hold any grudges and hold anybody's past against them. So I kinda want to clear that up with you, because that was not my intentions at all. I think we should totally start off on a clean slate and I hope we can be friends and put everything aside. I LOVED you in that Gabon game and our chats and truely respected you as a player. It just sucked that we were on opposite sides because we both had the same goals. We would have rocked it together if we ended up on the same tribe. <3 I was going to catch you on AIM but I am truely thankful that you PMd me right away to clear the air. I look forward to our chat, and I never had any negative feelings towards you, I just didnt know how you felt about me.

She responded:
Yeah it would be great to sit back and catch up on some stuff and just talk about whats going on in life and what not. It'd be nice to just have a clean start tho for sure, and I am 100% willing to do the same. I am glad you pmed me back tho' was nice to see you feel the same as I do about the stuff that had went on. I have stayed off AIM the last few days since I got my new computer, but I am thinking I need to get on real soon for this game we got. I'll look for ya on there, and if you ever need to chat with me or talk about something just drop me a line.

So do I think that she is being sincere? Probably not. I am hoping that she does want to work out our differences but I think that she will go back to her old ways. So I am going to be civil with her and keep my distance. I guess time will tell if she is actually telling the truth, but right now I don’t believe anything that comes out of her mouth. As long as she thinks that I am not after her, she may not go after me, and that’s all that I want. I am not looking for a new best friend here, I have plenty.

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David is my everything in this game. He is my F2 alliance partner AND my online husband. We have known each other for about 2 years now… he has hosted a few games that I was in back in the day. Nobody knows of our secret connection, so they will not see us as a power pair until later on. I love him as a player and as a person. He just plain rocks. We basically share the same brain and are made for eachtother <3.

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Eddie, Eddie, Eddie. He is probably one of my favorite past players that I just met. I adore him, he is easy to talk to and we share the same interest as well. Dave and I were saying that he is a key player for us in this game, and I think we could go far with him. I hope he sees me as a potential ally in the future. <3 him. But could be a VERY dangerous player down the road. But I see him as a person that would help my game, rather than hurt it.

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Oh. My. Gosh. Are you serious? *GAG* He is one of the players from my season that I am not too thrilled about being an All Star. Sure James is a sweetie when he wants to be, but it’s really hard to play the game with him. He is so full of bullshit it’s ridiculous, so when he is trying to work his “magic” on you, you just want to slap him. He must have not been loved as a child because he needs to be constant center of attention. I can see him lasting in this game for a bit because he is a major kiss ass and will ride coattails for as long as people will put up with him. As far as winning, he does not have what it takes. These bigger players will eat him alive. It sure will be entertaining once he is evicted though, everybody will have to hide their belongings if they don’t want them burnt to a crisp!

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Oh sweet Christian Virgin Boy. I adore him to death. Our conversations never get old. He is a dangerous floater but we are similar in some weird ways so I am hoping to team up with him in the future if need be.

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A social slut like myself. I really like this girl because I see that we have so much in common... which kinda scares me aswell because that makes her a dangerous player. But I see her more as a potential ally rather than a threat to me right now. We really had some good chats and I think she wants to work with me, which I hope because I know she has some enemies, and we could help each other out. <3 her.

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Chi Chi, the blonde asain tranny, lol. Not much to say about that. She is crazy like Natalie… she is rumored to be working with Natalie again so its best to get rid of her ASAP so Natalie will want to depend on me more. Good thing is that a lot of people don’t like her, so getting rid of her wouldn’t be too terribly hard. Gosh she is SO weird by the way. And P.S. - this picture is freaky LOL

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Natalie loves me and thinks that I am a goddess. LOL. Which is good for me because she will think she can use me. She is dangerous player though and will do anything to stay in the game. As long as I am not in her target range, she is really no threat to me. And as long as she is in the game, people will target her rather than myself I would think.

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What a hunk. I think I have a crush on him. But I know he is way too much of a dangerous player to get close too. But I dont mind keeping an eye or two on him at all times. He is eye candy after all. I can't keep looking at Jun and her weave all dam day.

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Renny is a big question mark for me. I know for a fact that she has some enemies out there, but I think she will fly under the radar for sure. She is smart and she knows what to say and when to say it. She targeted me in our season for some reason, so I would be stupid to beleive she wouln't do it again. I like her, but I don't think I could ever trust her.

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I am supper excited to see Roddy back. He was one of the closest people in my season to me so its very nice to see a familary face. Most likely we will align, actually he already assumed that we are aligning, which is alright by me. My only fear is that he will get in with people better than me because he is a likeable guy. Heck, he and Dave are already really good buddies, and it doesn't matter that we are friends, I WILL NOT share my online husband. I am selfish like that. hehe.

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Well according to my new friend Jessica, Sarah is a person not to be trusted. I guess there has been numerous times where she has backstabbed her allies. I however when talking to her, get a different impression. I am a pretty good judge of character and Sarah doesn't come off to me as a ruthless player. I am just going to keep my distance from her just incase, but not let her past cloud my judgement. She has not done anything bad to me... yet that is.

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BIG SHE! lol not much to say about her besides that she is FIERCE! Which is true because she owned most of the competitions in her season, so BIG CHALLENGE THREAT. However, she likes me so maybe thats a good thing have a challenge threat on your side. I don't think she will come after me at this point, but she is def. a threat later. She is a beast.

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Will is probably the only person who I really havn't connected with at ALL. For some reason I can not hold a decent conversation with and our talk always dies eventually. I was afraid that I was the only person, but Dave says he is having the same problem with Will. I don't know if Will is the type person that takes awhile to get to know OR he is trying to keep his distance from me. Who knows. Frankly I don't care right now.


WELL THATS IT!... well kinda, I will add Janelle when she shows up. Of course my views will change, but this is what I have for now from the first couple of days. My thoughts on the twist and convos posted soon...

[Lydia Tavera]

SAINTS vs SINNERS

I LOVE the concept of this season's twist. SAINTS VS SINNERS. LOVE IT! <3 It will be interesting to see how the twist will impact this game and how it will change some people's strategies because a lot of people wanted to come into this game and work with their friends, well anything pre-planned strategy might be thrown out the window soon. Everybody has been speculating on what it could be, some say that we are going to have two houses, others say that it might have something to do with cliques where you can't nominate your fellow saint or sinner.

But finding out how this twist works is not on the top of my mind right now. What is it you ask? Well, I am more curious to what I will be! Will I be a Saint? Or a Sinner? That's the question. People having been telling me that I will probably be a saint, but I was a little devilish in my confessionals last season. Alot of things didn't go my way so I vented... and maybe said some mean things. But everybody gets angry at times so I don't know. I personally would like to think myself as a saint rather then a sinner. I mean, I really didn't do anything bad or sinful to anybody. I know a lot more sinners then me I can tell you what. I was always mean to he-who-must-not-be-named, but he was the Devil in my season, and I love the Lord, and the Lord loves me too because Jason said so.

[Lydia Tavera]

ALLIANCES

Convos with Dave (My F2 Partner)

Dave : ok
Dave: write this down
Dave: Jess & Nathan = closeeee
Lydia: ok, lol, i heard that today which is why i wanted to talk to you, oh and jess just messaged me, lol
Dave: yeah, she was talking to me
Dave: as are eddie and sarah
Dave: eddie asked if I talked to you
Dave: said you seem normal
Lydia: Yeah me and him had a good chat
Dave: good
Lydia: We dont have to worry about Nat, she thinks I am a goddess
Lydia: in her own words
Dave: lol, wow
Lydia: i was like... thanks?
Lydia: i really sucked up to him lol
Dave: she's prob playing you
Lydia: yeah i know lol
Dave: but that's good that shes nice to your face
Dave: bc at least you arent her target
Dave: she will tell them to their faces that they suck
Dave: so you are prob not on her radar for now
Dave: she prob views you as a pawn
Dave: rather than a threat
Lydia: yeah which was my goal, she gave me a run down of everybody
Dave: did it match what she told me?
Lydia: Basically. She told me that Shiela and Nathan are cult leaders and everybody follows them
Dave: cool
Dave: i think part of her strategy
Dave: is to talk as much as she can
Dave: get ppl worried
Dave: to keep their eyes off her
Dave: especially if she gives good info

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Dave: jess proposed season 1 alliance to me
Lydia: So Eddie/Jess dated?
Dave: yeah
Lydia: but now her and nathan are close?
Dave: righ
Dave: or good friends
Dave: sarah told me this
Dave: she is playing a game with them now
Lydia: I had a good talk with Nathan.
Dave: nathan will prob be cautious of you, maybe
Lydia: I bet alot are, just because I dont know many. They just dont know me.
Lydia: Hopefully I can get to know some before HoH
Lydia: so they dont feel threatened by me

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Dave: i think i am gonna try to secure eddie now
Dave: bc i think that
Dave: he'll know if i come to him later
Dave: that he's not my number 1
Dave: and i am pretty sure i trust him most out of everyone else
Lydia: Roddy already assumed that we would align, and i am like ok? lol he didnt really ask
Dave: good, so we each have someone
Lydia: he is just talking strategy right now and im not really interested
Dave: who we can convince they are our number 1
Dave: haha
Dave: i like roddy already
Lydia: lol, when he gets into his plans and talks alot he kinda looses me
Lydia: yeah he is nice
Lydia: and means well

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Dave: eddie and i are talking bout you now
Lydia: really? good or bad? lol
Dave: he says he thinks your season will be the swing group
Dave: between 1 and 2
Dave: and that you will stick with roddy
Dave: and that he would vote for you in f2
Dave: and knows why you won
Dave: bc you are likable
Lydia: GRRRR. I was hoping people wouldnt caterize us together
Lydia: i want poeple to know ME for ME and not just LYDIA AND RODDY
Dave: he said you told him you hate james and are meh about renny
Dave: be careful then
Dave: with what you say about roddy
Lydia: this is what i said about james...
Lydia: Ummm, lol, well he is a character. Crazy doesnt really describe him well. He is the other person, besides jeff, that i had some negative feelings about. He wasnt necesarry a bad person, but he was extremly untrustworthy.

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Lydia: you should kinda get into eddie head that season 3 is a wildcard and you need some on your side.
Lydia: and maybe he might bring up me
Dave: yeah, he brought that up just now
Lydia: i am trying to get to know him and trying to make him think i dont like renny/james
Dave: we agreed that we will keep an eye on you
Lydia: like for a potential ally?
Dave: yup
Lydia: sweet
Dave: but, yeah, eddie and probably roddy are key
Dave: but we gotta make sure that neither of them know that the 2 of us are so tight
Lydia: exactly, we want to bring us all together
Lydia: without revealing our connection
Lydia: that will be tricky
Dave: yup, and it will take some time
Lydia: eddie needs to know that he is your #1
Lydia: roddy needs to know that he is my #1
Dave: for sure, and eddie didn’t commit to f2 yet
Dave: which makes sense, he said its too early
Dave: and i dont blame him
Dave: he said he doesn wanna seem insincere
Dave: and jump on a f2 offer ths early
Lydia: yeah i wouldnt blame him either
Dave: so you feel comfortable with our progress so far?
Dave: i absolutely LOVE Being your ally
Dave: i think you are the first person who takes things more seriously than myself
Dave: that i have been 100% committed to
Lydia: oh yeah i take this like a job, haha
Lydia: sometimes i need to just relax and have fun
Dave: yes, I will help you do that

Dave is my numero uno in this game. He is the only person who I trust 110 percent and I know for a fact he will not do me wrong. Having somebody like that is crucial in a game like this. So I am glad that Dave is here for me and I am here for him. Some players have been warning me about him saying that he is a dangerous player thinking that me and him are in no way close or we don't even really talk... LOL they are all going to be shocked to find out me and him have been good friends for almost 2 years. It's critical that we keep our alliance a secret for atleast most of the game, because he is getting with other people who are on the opposite side of the people I am getting close too. So that may get ugly later on, but right now we need to keep in the shadows.

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Convo with Jessica (My new BFF)

Jessica: so I was thinking.. I haven't even mentioned it to nathan yet.. I want everyone to have more time to talk to everyone in the game.. but what would you think about an alliance of me you roddy and nathan.. I'm just throwing the idea out there. I'm not asking you to commit or anything. It's just something I've been toying around with in my head.
Lydia: To be honest I have been thinking about making an alliance with you aswell.
Lydia: Because honestly, you are probably the person I connect the most with on a personal level
Lydia: and thats big to work in the game with
Lydia: But I would love to get something going, even if we toy around it abit to make sure the other two are on board
Lydia: But I really would like to work with you in the game one way or another if that doesnt work.
Jessica: me too
Lydia: I just want to know how the twist will work, then we can see how alliances will come into play
Jessica: well it could still work no matter what way the twist works. I just haven't mentioned it to nathan yet because I'm not sure how much he's talked to either of you, I know that he likes you though.
Lydia: Yeah I have had some pretty good talks with him
Lydia: not really about the game though
Lydia: i didnt want to push anything if he didnt feel comfortable talking about the game
Lydia: i usually dont like doing that, but with you it came naturally
Jessica: I think it's just his head isn't into the game till the first challenge than he'll probably talk more game
Jessica: cuz he is in another allstars game right now
Lydia: I know he is all so in another AS game
Lydia: yeah lol
Jessica: that he's doing really well in so I know that's his first priority right now lol
Lydia: so he is pretty busy aswell as hosting
Lydia: yeah. i bet once the game starts tomorrow he will get more into it
Lydia: Are you going to bring it up to him or should i just start talking to him more before?
Jessica: yeah just keep talking to him, i will bring it up to him
Jessica: but I want to make sure he talks to roddy a bit more
Lydia: Roddy did mention he liked you and Nathan. buts thats all i know.
Jessica: he knows I like both of you
Jessica: yeah I brought up the idea of that alliance to roddy last night I think?
Jessica: it's just a matter of seeing what everyone thinks of it lol
Lydia: He didnt mention anything to me yet, but i think he has been trying to hint at it, because he has been asking me who i have connected with
Jessica: I think it's just a matter of not trying to push it on people
Jessica: ya know what I mean?
Jessica: that's why I haven't brought it up to nathan yet
Lydia: Yeah, its smart to wait really. I think once the game starts tomorrow, he will be more into the alliance talk
Jessica: although I could see myself working with you and roddy either way lol
Jessica: if he doesn't want to join whatever lmao
Lydia: Yeah, it wont change anything, I still want to work with you. But Nathan would be a nice bonus.
Lydia: I think we would all work well together
Jessica: so do I
Jessica: plus both of you being past winners and all
Lydia: Roddy is smart. Nathan is good at combinations. And we are the two baddest chicks around
Lydia: haha combinations
Jessica: did you mean challenges?
Lydia: competitions*
Jessica: lmao
Lydia: sorry, i must be more tired than i thought
Jessica: I'm like combinations wtf?
Lydia: LMAO. I was like WTF did I just write?
Jessica LMAO
Jessica: it's like me saying mental
Lydia: Well whatever combinations are, Nathan must be good at them
Lydia: See, we are both awesome.
Jessica: lmao
Lydia: If we dont align, it would be a SIN
Jessica: it really would lmao
Jessica: mental medical
Jessica: those words aren't even close
Jessica: neither is combinations and competitions
Jessica: lmao
Lydia: thats our secret code phrase. mental combinations
Jessica: oooh I like it
Lydia: it goes together well i think
Jessica: in a challenge we should just randomly say that
Jessica: I'll be like mental and you be like combinations
Jessica: people be like wtf
Jessica: lmao

At first I was a little vary of Jessica. But after a few bottes of wine and some boy talks, me and her clicked almost instantly. I would say besides Dave, she is my favorite by far. I had mixed emotions about her asking me for an alliance that involves her, me, Nathan and Roddy. First, I was extremely happy that she brought it up first because I did want to align with her, so I am glad she was toying with the idea as well, because I think will make a good team. Second, it was also good because this will make me get closer to Nathan, which I wanted because he seems like a good key player to have on your side.

But the downfall is that I am not sure what Dave will think of this. I know he is close with Eddie and they want to break up the Jessica/Nathan duo. I don't know if it's smart to tell him right or wait till later because pretty soon I am going to be caught between the crossfire. I just don't know what his reaction will be for me jumping into an alliance with those guys, because what am I suppose to do, say NO? I would be an idiot not to accept plus it would look suspicious on my part.

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Convo with Jun (This is just too funny, that I couldnt NOT post it)

Lydia: LMAO. is that who you got your toilet recipes from?
Jun: no Jun went crazy because Chels withheld the kitchen
Jun: so she went into bathroom and made stuff in the toilet, which happened to be meth
Jun: and BOOM blonde hair and fatness
Jun: hello to the FAT N FAB, Blonde, asian, Tranny Chi Chi!
Lydia: LOL, well im glad it worked out., you cant get more perfect than that
Lydia: honestly
Jun: i know

I don't know if this is the real Jun talking or she is just trying to be weird as part of her strategy. But I truely think that is the real her and I don't know what scares me more... that or her weave. EEK!

[Lydia Tavera]

Lydia the *SAINT*

*Enters Diary Room with a Halo on her head*

So my gut was right... I am truely a ~saint and jesus loves me very much. Eeek, Jason is starting to rub off me and it's scaring me alittle. Focus Lydia. *Breaths*. Alright I am back. But seriously, I knew I was going to be one because I am an angel <3. I was chosen as a Saint because I love this group, well most of them that is. I wouln't mind trading one or two for Roddy and Eddie, because those two I click with very well better then some of the saints... such as Will or Renny.

The twist is awesome... it makes nominations not as important as the two vetoes which I love. It makes players actually try to compete in the competitions because they will fear of being evicted because every round there could be a up to four different nominees. And with only like seven people to choose from, your chances of going up are more than 50 percent. I know, I am a math wiz, can't you tell?

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HoH is very crucial because if our group wins, all of us will be immune from nominations. But seeing as the sinners have an insane, out of this world challenge BEAST by the name of BIG SHE, it was pretty much set up for us Saints to fail. (BTW - Did production test her for steriouds before she came into the house?) During this type of challenges, Big She owns everybody and their mothers. But I was alright with Big She winning an HoH, because I don't think she will come after me, she has other targets in mind.

What pissed me off to no end was that the person who I clicked with the least won HoH. -_- I guess that Natalie gave Will the puzzle after the sinners had won so he could win HoH and she would "control" his nominations. UGH. I guess that somehow Sheila found at that Natalie had given Will her puzzle (from Jason I beleive), so Sheila completely went off at Natalie infront of the other sinners and a bitch fight occured with name calling up the butt. LOL. Such sinners they are! They flipping win the challenge and are safe, yet they still find time to bitch each other out and fight. Go figure. I wonder what it's going to be like when they actually loose and have to nominate one of their own. Hehe

It competely blows because Will is such a wild card. I saw him as a huge floater in this game but I guess he will have to show his cards sooner than he thought, I bet he regrets his HoH win now. He told me personally that I have nothing to worry about and that I am safe, well atleast from his nominations. Though I wouldnt be shocked if I didn't see my key come out of that box. I just fear that he will go after either Dave or Jessica. That would completely suck if they were both up because I would have to pick a side RIGHT NOW, and that's the last thing I want to do right now.

I have heard so many scenarios from so many people of what will happen. Rumors have been flying everywhere. I heard that he will nominate Jason because Natalie has been pushing for him to go. I have heard that he will nominate Jessica/Nathan since those two are close and the target would be Nathan. I guess do agree that those two needs to be split up but I can't afford to lose Jessica at all. Also Will promised the ones in the HoH chat that he would not nominate anybody who helped out during HoH, which would mean that the nominations would be Dave and Renny, since those two were mostly absent. I guess it all depends on whether Will has balls and wants to make a big move right away, or stick to his word that he will nominate the people who didn't contribute.

It shall be an interesting first nomination ceremony for sure... people have their claws out and ready if they don't like what they see. I can't say I blame them because to be honest, mine are going to be out as well.

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Also another side note I found interesting. I know that Sarah and Jessica do not like each other and it kinda showed during the challenge. When the HoH started, Sarah "supposedly" invited all saints that was online to join a chat so we could all work on the challenge together... well I guess I was a litte occupied with the challenge that I did not notice that Jessica was not in the chat till about near the end of it. Jessica found out about the chat, and wondered why she wasn't invited since me and Nathan were in there aswell. Well I didn't notice till later and I guess Nathan has been ignoring her for some stupid reason, so she felt left out. I felt really bad for her and I guess somebody asked in the chat why Jessica wasn't invited and Sarah's answer was "I thought I put in everybody's name, but I don't really have down who is a Saint and who is a Sinner". WHAT? Come on, she knew perfectly well that Jessica is a saint... it just shows that those two do not get along, and it has been affecting our ability to perform in challenges because Jessica could have been an asset in there.

Right now I do not have a problem with Sarah and actually get along with her. But if she has issues with Jessica and handles it in a immature way that affects our ability to work as a team, I am going to have a BIG problem with that. I won't put up with that crap at all, especially when my butt is on the line.

[Lydia Tavera]

POST-NOMINATIONS CHATTER

Convo with Will

Will: hey Lydia
Katylady3209 : hey will! thanks for not putting me up
Will : no problem. you were never even an option for me
Will: probably the one person who I didn't consider
Will: hehe
Will: I was all over the place last night
Will: it was a mess
Katylady3209: lol thanks, i know that you were getting HOUNDED last night so thats what i kinda left you alone after a bit.
Katylady3209 : i knew you had alot to deal with
Will": yeah, and I really feel bad about putting Nathan up, but I just thought it was the best decision
Will: the two of them are strongly alligned and they have a lot of connections in the other house
Katylady3209: yeah i also heard those two are very close, it was a smart move and your speech was very good.
Katylady3209: i wonder who big she will nominate now
Will: I don't know. She mentioned Dave to me
Will: see I was going to put up Dave and Jessica, but I know that then Sheila would have put up someone like Renny and then 2/3 of the nominations would be people who are not on their side
Will: I really want to try and get someone from their group out this week if I can
Will: but this twist makes it hard
Katylady3209: yeah it does, it could totally screw anybodys plan, but thats smart having 2 choices up"Will: yeah. I don't know how you're planning to vote, but I would love to make sure one of that pair leaves
Katylady3209 : Oh dont worry. One of them HAS to go, it would be stupid to leave them in this game, before they take full control
Will: yeah, exactly
Will: we'd need 6 votes to get them out, and I think we can do it
Will: Jessica just kept yelling at me last night that she wasn't going anywhere and even if I put her up all her friends will keep her
Katylady3209 : No problem and yeah i think we will be able to come up with six
Will: I was like, girl... you don't have a clue how many people want you out
Will"] : the one good thing that came from last night is that I think people are starting to realize who the major players are, and this might be a good opportunity for us to come together and overthrow them before they take full control
Will: if we don't work together, we'll just be sitting ducks
Katylady3209: Yep, totally agree. I know alot of them came into the game with all their "friends", so why wouldnt we try to do something?
Will: exactly
Katylady3209 : yep. i completely agree. i wonder what will happen with the veto
Will: yeah, I imagine sheila will win like she always does
Katylady3209 : so she will probably save jessica or nathan?
Katylady3209 : because the sinners has to save somebody
Will: well, it depends on who wins veto on our side
Katylady3209: hopefully nathan nor jessica win veto
Will: well if they do, I'd put Jason up in their place. He's Sheila's biggest ally, and she would take him off
Will: then Nathan or Jessica would still be up
Will: and we could send one of them out
Katylady3209: Good idea. Yeah one of them has to go this round. or all of this would have been for nothing
Katylady3209: you gotta find loop holes in the system lol
Will: yep, and hopefully things will go our way with veto
Will: boy I hope Jason doesn't win veto
Katylady3209: did you make a deal with him just incase? lol but yeah i hope he doesnt either...
Katylady3209: will he use it?
Will: probably
Will: he could take off nathan, and if sheila wins she could take off jess
Will: and then we'd be screwed
Katylady3209: OMG that would be horrible. well lets hope that does not happen....
Will: god jessica is bitching at me now
Katylady3209: really? what is she saying?
Will: that all the saints know now that I can't be trusted
Will: cause I put nathan up
Will: and that my speech made me look crazy
Katylady3209: well i guess that confirms they are together, lol.
Katylady3209: even though everybody knew
Will: well, I did worry that people would think I was untrustworthy, because I'm really not
Will: I discussed my decision with most everyone before I did it
Will: I hope people understand that I was doing what is best for all of us
Katylady3209: yeah i wouldnt worry too much about it


I was happily surprised to hear that my name was never mentioned or thought of when he was debating his nominations. It kinda of blows me away because I had hardly talked to him before he won HoH. Oh well, I will take it. Even though I am a little pissed that Jessica and Nathan were nominated, I had to play it cool and make sure that Will's knows that I am on his side, because if either of them needs replacing, I don't want to be on his mind.

I also heard that Sheila was probably going to put up Dave, and that would have sucked but thankfully Jessica did some damage control and since Big She is protective of her, she put up Renny instead. Which works out perfectly for me because it..

A.) Keeps Dave and I safe.
B.) Renny might leave and thats good because out of the saints, she probably trusts me the least
C.) If Jessica or Nathan remain on the block with her, there is a good chance they will be safe, sending her packin. Because honestly, the are threats, but not to me right now.

This week might turn out good after all.

So I am meh about nominations... glad I am safe but I am worried for Jessica. I can not afford to loose her right now... you can't have the MENTAL COMBINATION alliance without the MENTAL part... it just does not sound right.


Convo with Roddy

Roddy: hey
Roddy: how did the challenge go (so far)?
Katylady3209 : alright, i sent it in, but i think i made some mistakes and i kind of went gutsy
Katylady3209: just double check everything you do lol
Roddy: is Renny the HOUSE target? or only people who I have spoken to/
Katylady3209: thats who i want go, i havnt really heard much
Katylady3209 : im sure there will be talk after veto
Roddy: yeah for sure
Roddy: thats who I want to
Katylady3209 : same here
Katylady3209: I don’t think she wants either of us here
Katylady3209: she doenst like alot of pple
Katylady3209: and i think she is cancer on our team
Katylady3209: and the whole house
Roddy: yeah I agree 100%
Roddy: She needs to go
Roddy: lets hope we can make it work
Katylady3209: as long as she remains on the block, i think she will be a goner
Roddy: one thing to keep in mind
Roddy: usually, when one team has peplel on the block
Roddy: the other team decides
Roddy: who goes
Roddy: in a numbers sense
Katylady3209 : yep. you have one person not voting
Katylady3209 : we have three
Roddy: but thats why it is good I am here
Roddy: on the sinnners side
Katylady3209: yep for sure
Roddy: I think we have a good shot at working this situation, personally, but I think we need to be very careful
Katylady3209: yeah i know, especially with all these players