Episode 8: Karma Is A Big Cougary Bitch

[Renny Martyn]

OMG Jun totally went way out of her way tonight to make sure that Nathan would not only lose this HOH but to make sure anyone that would not nominate him would lose. Like she whines all the time how my votes to keep Alex around are going to be her demise, well helping someone win HOH....the biggest position of power that will NOMINATE me because of my friendship with Nathan is NOT OKAY. I'm not happy. Now I'm going to be a bitchy, cunty cougar.

Basically during the HOH when Eddie dramatically nominated me the first round against Nathan he came to me...he came to me and said "I swear to God I will not nominate you if I am the real HOH"....after the results he says, "I am a sinner" and asks if I would vote to keep Nathan. Like you know what Eddie and Jun, you were both good with me for the next few rounds but now you're all moving on up as my prime targets. Jun is soo selfish, fuggin bitch.

I'm most likely using my power this round and unfortunately that means that Roddy/Jun/Lydia will likely feel the blunt of my power this round. ;D

[Renny Martyn]

SO LIKE I TOLD EVERYONE. Nathan won veto and I would BE stuck on the block, but yay Ev! <3

Anyway....Eddie pussies out of going after my alliance? Or he has some secret deal with Sarah and Will? Like WTF. You'll throw me under the bus but leave everyone else just fine and happy. Anyway...I could honestly not use my power cause I for sure have 3 of 7 votes to stay (Will, Sarah, Nathan) but I know Roddy would vote me, I think Eddie would break the tie in Lydia favor, and all I would need is Jun or Alex and honestly I don't trust Jun one bit anymore, she's the reason I'm up and while I love Alex I really hope he wouldn't vote me out but I'm scared. I'd rather use my power now, than not, chance going home and then an ally winning HOH next round. But the thing is, if we fuck up again next week it sucks.

But I want to use the power and get rid of either Jun....for being a cunty bitch or Roddy, who while I like Roddy he's much more of a threat than retarded ass Jun is. I'd hope that in getting rid of Jun then Lyida/Roddy would go after Eddie as would like everyone else. Or I could get rid of Lydia or Roddy and then have everyone go after Eddie and whoever stays. Who knows, I can't think right now. BAH