Sarah's Diary Room - Episode 5

[Sarah Hrejsa]

~ Episode 5 ~

Changing the color to RED since I'm not on the powder blue side anymore. YAY, we merged! I'm very happy about that. HOWEVER, not too happy about two new people coming into the house - especially Alex and Joshuah - yuk. They're not even All-Stars. I mean I hate any outcast twist but at least give people who were alternates a chance. Like Parker, for example. Actually, I would have been happy if Boogie or Eric came back. Oh well. I am glad they didn't get immunity since they couldn't keep their mouths shut. Too bad they just don't get ejected for breaking that rule. I would love to win HOH and put them both up.

Nominees this week were interesting. The two HOHs are enemies (kind of?) and nominated friends of the other one, although I don't think that was why they were nominated. It really sucks that Rachel and Jun are up together. I want them both to stay. But, since I have to pick one I'm keeping Jun. It is tempting to keep Rachel just to keep Sheila's enemy in the house but I am pretty sure the majority is voting Rachel. Plus, I want to work with Jun. yes, strange, but true. I tried hard to win that veto. I was really on a roll at first but then I just drew blanks. I got into "transformation" seconds after Sheila did but that still wouldn't have made a difference. Seb told me today that he was helping Sheila. GEEZ - can past players please stay the fuck out of the game? Speaking of, I see Jessica on 24/7 now. What is she, looking for clues for Nathan? I just hate that. When you're gone, leave the game to the players who are still there. So annoying.

As far as the other block, it's sad that Sheila vetoed herself. I am just sick of how often she wins, lol. As is everyone else. If I had won the veto I would have saved Jun and probably voted Sheila out. Sheila or James leaving is good - either one of them. Unfortunately, Renny put Will up. He's my number one and Jun is currently number two on my ally list so this week sucks. I think they are both staying, though - hope so.

James was asking me for my vote last night but he is really so worthless to talk to. All he does is lie so I don't even bother to be serious with him. I say something sarcastic and he apparently believes me. I could care less. I have no use for the guy. He is untrustworthy - lies just to lie, and he is a challenge whore when he wants to be. He can just leave.

That's about it. Hope someone good wins HOH tonight. With Rachel out of the way I have no idea what Sheila will do. She could put me up. I just don't trust her. She says she trusts me but I don't believe her at all. Too bad. I wish I could. Sometimes I do..but lately, no. Oh, but I would be happier to see her win than Joshuah or Alex. Eek. Did I mention I HATE the twist?