Episode 5: Sweet Justice

[Renny Martyn]

Good LORD! Renny won the mother fucking HOH competition! I was so happy! Firstly because I knew this was something that I could do really well at and the best part was the first round that I competed in was like Round 10 so that means I'm not too high on anyone's target list. Ideally I was hoping that James would win and that Jason would remain without power this week so we could get rid of Sheila, but I guess it doesn't matter cause Jason is immune anyway but I don't want one of my allies going up. My big issue is who the fuck to nominate against Sheila that would be smart and the obvious choices are James and Alex (stupid ass lost his immunity for telling people about the twist), but both Alex and Josh deserve to not be immune cause they BOTH told me they were coming back like before the game even started....and that they were going to work together. So yeah sucks for them. Anyway I love Alex so I really don't want to nominate him but honestly it's a game and I will never meet him so why the fuck not. It's he or Crazy James going up unless someone else really shoots themself in the foot. I guess I also need to wait and see who Jason nominates even though it doesn't really matter to me that much as we both want completely different people gone.

Tonight's 4 announcements came at little surprise...I guessed the teams would end, 2 would return and that we'd have a double eviction week. But what I wasn't expecting was Pandora's Box which makes me nervous, I really need to figure out what's in it before Sheila/Jason or anyone else can so that there is no surprise for me when the time comes. But yay for me winning my way to the Final 12! Ideal boots this week are Sheila and Rachel.

[Renny Martyn]

So Jason nominated Jun and Rachel for eviction which doesn't come with much surprise. Jun went out of her way last week to help Rachel when she should have helped Natalie. <333

Nothing against Rachel since I like her but Jun was helping someone who has like only themself in this game so it was pointless. But between the two I don't care who stays or go despite my Jun love because I think Rachel will continue to be a target and I don't think either will target me immediately.

I also took the time to talk to Lydia about working together me/her/Roddy in this game as I already know her and Roddy are working together cause it makes sense for them to do so and I let her know that I wanted in. Do I want to go to the end with them? NO. But I want them on my side so right now that's what I am trying to do. It's better to make allies when you have power than when they do and you look like a big ole kiss ass.

Now it comes to my nominations. I proposed an "option" I guess you can say to Sheila to save herself. If she does follow through them I will by all means not nominate her or Alex or James as those are the two people I know have her back. To be completely honest getting Sheila out of this game isn't even weighing on my mind that much oddly. Yeah she's an uber threat and we're not allies but my bigger concern is Jason. He NEEDS to go. Unfortunately this week is a no go but there is always next week. Plus this gives me a reason not to....but then again who else would I nominate?

If Sheila doesn't pull through I am between Alex and James. Honestly it would kill me to nominate Alex, like I can't even believe I am considering it but I guess there is something that makes me feel like he doesn't trust me. I know he'd be more forgiving than James but why should being nice cause him to get nominated? James on the other hand is playing the fence but is also probably not after me first and foremost either. Still need to think.

[Renny Martyn]

Wow so this has been a surprisingly strong round for me. I was worried after Shiela got off the block and I had to nominate someone else that James would stay and I would be shit out of luck. Instead I nominate Will, he comes to me not upset and wants to work towards being more social and working together. I work hard to make sure the votes are for James to leave and I think we'll be set. So hopefully Rachel and James are the two leaving and I am sitting pretty next round.

Sheila hopefully can forgive the nomination for now and won't come directly after me just yet. Jason asked if we're cool and I think I might be ok if either of them win but I am not counting on it at all. Other than those two I am not worried about most of the other people here while Sheila and Jason are alive.

I have good relationships with Nathan and Sarah that go back a ways. I have been building a good relationship with Eddie and the whole Roddy/Lydia alliance I am working on should be great and I can count on them when I need to. They aren't powerful forces but they're swing votes. I also have a good relationship with Joshuah and I feel like Alex wouldn't nominate me especially after my antics and him failing and me still not nominating him. Jun is a pissy bitch but at least she won't be after me.

As of right now I am going to try not to win any competitions for a while unless it's like a situation where bad people will win, as long as I can slide back under the radar for a while that would be great, I need to start working on being low key but gaining trust of people as there are no direct lines drawn yet. I honestly think I can get a good hold on this game and work it down to the end if I can make it through these next few rounds and Sheila and Jason leave soon.