Post by Jessica Hughbanks on Feb 9, 2010 14:21:35 GMT -5
Lol I was out first.. figures. Imagine making mistakes in my very last ORG 
. Probably because over all I just want to be done with them. So it's really a blessing in disguise, plus if I had to leave over anyone. I'm glad it was over Nathan because he's just amazing and I <3 you him so much.
There is only 3 things I would have done differently.. first off not telling Nathan about the season 1 alliance.. it's not that I don't trust him.. I just feel he may have used that to swing a vote and I could have waited longer to tell him about that lol!
Number 2 - I shouldn't have threatened Will and spent more time speaking with him so that he never would have nominated me in the first place.. and when I mean speaking with him, more before he was HoH.
Number 3 - I should have worked on Dave more.. I really just trusted him for whatever reason and that ended up fucking me over because I didn't make sure I was 100% safe with him. Then maybe he would have saved me.
Anyway I did have fun during the first round because I made some amazing friends that I will continue to talk to for a long time after this game. So if anything I'm glad I played for that reason. Roddy and Lydia are amazing <3 <3 <3. Oh and yes everyone Eddie and I had a secret alliance that only Nathan knew about
, we never hated each other.. surprise it was a huge staged thing since the end of warzone one <3. Eddie and I will always be close . I heard all about what you fuckers said about me to Eddie and all those plans..
I figured I'd say a little something to everyone.
Dave - I don't hate you, I realized I got emotional with you and that's why I apologized to you and I really am sorry for that. I think you are a great person and I did really have your back, and I was serious about wanting to work with you further into the game. I just don't think you ever had any trust for me and I don't know why.
Jason - I wanted to trust you, I wanted to believe you. Honestly when it comes down to it, I think the vote for me was either you, Chelsia or Rachel. But why is it I feel it was you more than anyone else? Because it probably was! You are just really annoying and frustrating to deal with and I feel like you are continuing to lie to me once I'm out because of the other game we're in. But that's fine. I doubt I'd ever trust you in a game.. you have too many shady tendencies.
Lydia - Make our alliance proud, MENTAL COMBINATION BITCHES FTW. I know the Mental is gone.. but you can do it girl. You can show all of them. I <3 you, you are truly amazing. I'm so happy that I met you and I know we will be friends for life <3. We have many more fun chats waiting for us hehe.
Nathan - You know I love you <3. You are one of the best people in this game. It really sucks that we ended up being against each other. Worst situation that possibly could have happened
. But it's all good, you show them all that you can rock this house. Thank you for always being there and not judging me like others. Just truly shows what kind of person you are. Amazing! I know we're always be friends that's for sure. KICK ASS! WIN IT AGAIN <3.
Renny - You have changed so much since you hosted games. I have lost a lot of respect for you as a person over the past couple months. It just baffles me with all the things you've said to me and all those things you think of me. I never lied to you Rob and I never would. I don't understand what I did to you that was so horrible, since I've never done anything to you but care about you. But none the less, I hope that you have an amazing life and find extreme happiness. Because the Rob I truly know.. does deserve that and I know he's in there somewhere.
Sarah - We've had our differences, we were never be friends and that's a shame. It's nice to know you thought I was being fake to you when we had that conversation because that conversation caused me to change my boot list because it made me not hate you. But I guess you truly are a bitch because I know what you said to Eddie about me. Maybe you should actually give people a chance and not just assume they are being fake because this time I did actually do that with you. And I wasn't lying when I said I wouldn't be mad that you voted me, but your reasons for doing so. Just seem so shallow.. don't tell me you don't want to vote me and then go tell others you want to because you think I'm being fake to you? Yeah okay, now I really don't care what i did say about you to begin with, you just constantly prove that it was true.
Will - You are probably one of the most boring people in this game! You need to start being more chatty with people. Not to mention do things that will help you.. I don't know how nominating me and Nathan helped you.. it only pissed off all those that wanted me in the game.. and yeah you may have saved Nathan in the end but he still not going to trust you after you nominated him.. duh. Anyway my secret alliance with you that I made wasn't actually fake. Just thought you should know.
Chelsia - <3, you are an amazing person. I will never like you as a player though. Your playing tactics have always annoyed me. I also know you were making an alliance with Dave and Rachel and wanted a 4th but didn't know who.. thanks for being shady again. Yep Eddie told me this <3. I guess that makes me being shady too though with not telling about Eddie once again but tis all good. No hard feelings as always <3 create some drama!!! You know you want to I'm just glad I won't be the butt of it this time!
Eddie - My dear sweet friend <3. You know how much you mean to me. Thank you for the good times we've had making fun of all these people, remember to lock your windows and doors.. because Natalie is on the loose. We'll always be in contact <3 <3 you know this. I can't wait till you don't have to deal with Natalie anymore and you can stop lying to everyone about your true feelings. That will be epic to see . Kick all their asses! I know you can do it .
Crazy James - I can't stand you seriously. As a person I do like you but in games.. just STFU already. Yeah you can say I was being rude to you or whatever.. but it was on purpose because you just are like ugh.
Jun - I'm just glad you never annoyed me in this game. But my suggestion to you is to not believe everything you say. I mean IF you actually wanted to vote to keep me, you should have. Not just base it on what everyone is telling you. People lie.. this is allstars, you should know better. Mind you I don't actually believe you wanted me to stay LOL but it's all good.
Natalie - LMAO you are a piece of work. Honestly I think you are one of the shittiest players ever. I know you will think oh but you were out first. That's fine but I mean you haven't even caught on that Eddie cares about me.. that he doesn't agree with you on anything you've said. And OMG stop fucking hitting on him. Stop trying to cyber with him, you are just creeping him out. You dirty piece of shit. GROSS. You need to seriously get a life. Like that's what you do on your spare time, try to cyber in an ORG game.. LAME. Now remember how you were like thinking I got my info from Sheila and Jason.. um no. I got ALL my info of what you were saying from EDDIE. thanks though for continuing to lie to me over and over again when I knew what I was hearing was true. Get a brain.
Rachel - I was scared to play with you again and for all I know you were the one that voted for me. I don't want to believe that but anyway you are still a great person and I'm so happy that you've found happiness. You truly deserve it and I hope that your life continues to bring you true joy and loads and loads of fun <3. You really are an amazing person. Keep it real!
Roddy - By far one of the coolest people in this game!! I love talking to you, you and I have so much in common it's just awesome. I know we'll continue to be friends for a very long time <3, you truly kept me sane in this game and I really hope you go far. You are a smart guy! Don't let these people walk all over you. Show them what you are made of <3. Shorty I'm looking forward to the many many awesome chats in the future 
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Sheila - You know I love you and always will. Sucks that you were first out of the one allstars game and I'm first out of this one LOL. Oh well we'll always be friends <3 <3 you are a power house and I know you will go far in this game and those around you are IDIOTS if they let you <3 <3 <3. Show them they are idiots so I can laugh at them all LOL!
Miss Hostie Chels - You are amazing, thank you so much for your fun series and I hope that you continue to host many more games in the future <3 <3 <3.
Good luck everyone, remember it's just a game. Have fun, don't take anything personal! LOL yeah right.. some people can't help but take things personal.. OH WELL. I'm a very blessed person and I'm happy with that and happy with my life. That's more than a few people can say.
BOOYAH!
. Probably because over all I just want to be done with them. So it's really a blessing in disguise, plus if I had to leave over anyone. I'm glad it was over Nathan because he's just amazing and I <3 you him so much. There is only 3 things I would have done differently.. first off not telling Nathan about the season 1 alliance.. it's not that I don't trust him.. I just feel he may have used that to swing a vote and I could have waited longer to tell him about that lol!
Number 2 - I shouldn't have threatened Will and spent more time speaking with him so that he never would have nominated me in the first place.. and when I mean speaking with him, more before he was HoH.
Number 3 - I should have worked on Dave more.. I really just trusted him for whatever reason and that ended up fucking me over because I didn't make sure I was 100% safe with him. Then maybe he would have saved me.
Anyway I did have fun during the first round because I made some amazing friends that I will continue to talk to for a long time after this game. So if anything I'm glad I played for that reason. Roddy and Lydia are amazing <3 <3 <3. Oh and yes everyone Eddie and I had a secret alliance that only Nathan knew about
, we never hated each other.. surprise it was a huge staged thing since the end of warzone one <3. Eddie and I will always be close . I heard all about what you fuckers said about me to Eddie and all those plans.. I figured I'd say a little something to everyone
. Dave - I don't hate you, I realized I got emotional with you and that's why I apologized to you and I really am sorry for that. I think you are a great person and I did really have your back, and I was serious about wanting to work with you further into the game. I just don't think you ever had any trust for me and I don't know why.
Jason - I wanted to trust you, I wanted to believe you. Honestly when it comes down to it, I think the vote for me was either you, Chelsia or Rachel. But why is it I feel it was you more than anyone else? Because it probably was! You are just really annoying and frustrating to deal with and I feel like you are continuing to lie to me once I'm out because of the other game we're in. But that's fine. I doubt I'd ever trust you in a game.. you have too many shady tendencies.
Lydia - Make our alliance proud, MENTAL COMBINATION BITCHES FTW. I know the Mental is gone.. but you can do it girl. You can show all of them. I <3 you, you are truly amazing. I'm so happy that I met you and I know we will be friends for life <3. We have many more fun chats waiting for us hehe
. Nathan - You know I love you <3. You are one of the best people in this game. It really sucks that we ended up being against each other. Worst situation that possibly could have happened
. But it's all good, you show them all that you can rock this house. Thank you for always being there and not judging me like others. Just truly shows what kind of person you are. Amazing! I know we're always be friends that's for sure. KICK ASS! WIN IT AGAIN <3. Renny - You have changed so much since you hosted games. I have lost a lot of respect for you as a person over the past couple months. It just baffles me with all the things you've said to me and all those things you think of me. I never lied to you Rob and I never would. I don't understand what I did to you that was so horrible, since I've never done anything to you but care about you. But none the less, I hope that you have an amazing life and find extreme happiness. Because the Rob I truly know.. does deserve that and I know he's in there somewhere.
Sarah - We've had our differences, we were never be friends and that's a shame. It's nice to know you thought I was being fake to you when we had that conversation because that conversation caused me to change my boot list because it made me not hate you. But I guess you truly are a bitch because I know what you said to Eddie about me. Maybe you should actually give people a chance and not just assume they are being fake because this time I did actually do that with you. And I wasn't lying when I said I wouldn't be mad that you voted me, but your reasons for doing so. Just seem so shallow.. don't tell me you don't want to vote me and then go tell others you want to because you think I'm being fake to you? Yeah okay, now I really don't care what i did say about you to begin with, you just constantly prove that it was true.
Will - You are probably one of the most boring people in this game! You need to start being more chatty with people. Not to mention do things that will help you.. I don't know how nominating me and Nathan helped you.. it only pissed off all those that wanted me in the game.. and yeah you may have saved Nathan in the end but he still not going to trust you after you nominated him.. duh. Anyway my secret alliance with you that I made wasn't actually fake. Just thought you should know.
Chelsia - <3, you are an amazing person. I will never like you as a player though. Your playing tactics have always annoyed me. I also know you were making an alliance with Dave and Rachel and wanted a 4th but didn't know who.. thanks for being shady again. Yep Eddie told me this <3. I guess that makes me being shady too though with not telling about Eddie once again but tis all good. No hard feelings as always <3 create some drama!!! You know you want to
I'm just glad I won't be the butt of it this time! Eddie - My dear sweet friend <3. You know how much you mean to me. Thank you for the good times we've had making fun of all these people, remember to lock your windows and doors.. because Natalie is on the loose
. We'll always be in contact <3 <3 you know this. I can't wait till you don't have to deal with Natalie anymore and you can stop lying to everyone about your true feelings. That will be epic to see . Kick all their asses! I know you can do it . Crazy James - I can't stand you seriously. As a person I do like you but in games.. just STFU already. Yeah you can say I was being rude to you or whatever.. but it was on purpose because you just are like ugh.
Jun - I'm just glad you never annoyed me in this game. But my suggestion to you is to not believe everything you say. I mean IF you actually wanted to vote to keep me, you should have. Not just base it on what everyone is telling you. People lie.. this is allstars, you should know better. Mind you I don't actually believe you wanted me to stay LOL but it's all good.
Natalie - LMAO you are a piece of work. Honestly I think you are one of the shittiest players ever. I know you will think oh but you were out first. That's fine but I mean you haven't even caught on that Eddie cares about me.. that he doesn't agree with you on anything you've said. And OMG stop fucking hitting on him. Stop trying to cyber with him, you are just creeping him out. You dirty piece of shit. GROSS. You need to seriously get a life. Like that's what you do on your spare time, try to cyber in an ORG game.. LAME. Now remember how you were like thinking I got my info from Sheila and Jason.. um no. I got ALL my info of what you were saying from EDDIE.
thanks though for continuing to lie to me over and over again when I knew what I was hearing was true. Get a brain. Rachel - I was scared to play with you again and for all I know you were the one that voted for me. I don't want to believe that but anyway you are still a great person and I'm so happy that you've found happiness. You truly deserve it and I hope that your life continues to bring you true joy and loads and loads of fun <3. You really are an amazing person. Keep it real!
Roddy - By far one of the coolest people in this game!! I love talking to you, you and I have so much in common it's just awesome. I know we'll continue to be friends for a very long time <3, you truly kept me sane in this game and I really hope you go far. You are a smart guy! Don't let these people walk all over you. Show them what you are made of <3. Shorty
I'm looking forward to the many many awesome chats in the future 
. Sheila - You know I love you and always will. Sucks that you were first out of the one allstars game and I'm first out of this one LOL. Oh well we'll always be friends <3 <3 you are a power house and I know you will go far in this game and those around you are IDIOTS if they let you <3 <3 <3. Show them they are idiots so I can laugh at them all LOL!
Miss Hostie Chels - You are amazing, thank you so much for your fun series and I hope that you continue to host many more games in the future <3 <3 <3.
Good luck everyone, remember it's just a game. Have fun, don't take anything personal! LOL yeah right.. some people can't help but take things personal.. OH WELL. I'm a very blessed person and I'm happy with that and happy with my life
. That's more than a few people can say. BOOYAH!