Sarah's Diary Room - Episode 2

[Sarah Hrejsa]

~ Episode 2 ~

Yay - our team won!! We had a great plan and all of us were here! It feels SO good to be safe. Winning HOH was kind of cool - for like 5 seconds, lol. I just realized I get the headache of pissing someone off but no real benefit since I was already safe. Well, that's the mantra I've been spewing, anyway. Truth is, I'd rather have this than someone like Lydia or Dave who would put up someone I might not want to go. I think it's going to be Chelsia since she has not said one word to me since the game started, unless you count the PM she replied to pre-game. I also hear she is buddy buddy with Rachel and those two are quite strong. I would love to see them as the final nominees - and if I get my way they probably will be.

I'll add more later for for now, I'll leave you with my love poem from Eddie <333


Eddie 10:52 pm
(10:52:41 PM):
When you're not here to share my days and nights
My life is so incomplete
For you are my heart, my soul
The ‘oneness’ I had known to seek

Without you I merely exist from day to day
With you I know that I will find
All that I have been searching for
My completeness, my eternal peace of mind

You are the keeper of my dreams
The man who holds my heart in his hands
The one I want to spend my life with
The one with whom I will always stand

Stand beside through thick and thin
Through all that life will throw our way
Knowing that this special love we share
Will guide us, each and every day

This journey was started long ago
Before this time and place
The journey of completeness
As two hearts and souls embrace

Forever is what I want with you
For the search is at an end
Our hearts have found each other
As lovers, as soul-mates, as friends.

[Sarah Hrejsa]

Okay just to summarize this week, being HOH for the other size blows...and I don't even get a clue to a power. I suspect Nathan has one but he's not telling me - seems he doesn't trust me when it comes to powers for some unknown reason....

Jason/Sheila, whose names in this game shall hereby and forever be combined and known as Sheison (Sheila gets top billing since she the only one who can actually win anything) since they are conjoined at the hip, are hardcore trying to get Rachel out of the game. From what I understand, Chelsia will be the one leaving which is good and bad for me. The good outweighs the bad, though, I believe.

Bad - Rachel is very strong and will continue to help the Sinners win HOHs if she stays.

Good - Sheison has made a big enemy out of her if she wasn't one before. What could be better than the two biggest powers in the game being after each other. Gives us peons a little breathing room - unless we are always having to vote Saints off, that is. Hopefully the game won't be set up like this for too much longer. I am ready for a mix-up, shake-up, merge, or scatter. Whatever it is would be better than being in the opposite house as Big SHE when she can be HOH every single damn week. The only benefit would winning HOH for the losing side, of course, but Nathan and Dave are definitely front-runners for that. I could see my name coming up sooner or later to be nominated.

Also, I like Rachel and I think I can work with her. She hasn't offered it specifically but I'm patient and I think we get along pretty good. Nathan says she made him the offer but he doesn't know if he buys it. I actually hope Rachel stays and Nathan votes out Chelsia (and Rachel figures it out, of course). The last thing I want is Nathan being tight with Rachel.

Okay, so speaking of powers, there have to be clues out there and someone is obviously lying about getting them. I know it's not the HOH for the winning side because I don't have one. I don't think it's the HOH for the losing side because I trust Will to tell me if he got one or not. Unless it was something he didn't need help with, though. Who knows? It definitely could be the person that survived eviction - which would mean Nathan. He said he didn't have a clue but he would lie. In fact he told me he would. Another option would be the evictee getting to choose who gets it. This is entirely possible, but would also point to Nathan as the clue-getter. One theory by Sheison is that the person vetoed by the winning side gets a clue. That would be Roddy this round and Renny the previous round. Renny said she didn't have one but could also be lying. If he got one I know he's really good with that stuff so he probably has a power. Roddy, I don't know well enough to ask. BTW he reminds me of Livin in MGAS2, just wanted to point that out.

Okay, so those are my thoughts on this week. Hopefully Rachel stays and hopefully we still win this "LIVE" HOH. hahahaha